why the fuck do i need to share every little bit of my happiness with you. some things need to stay between him and i. let me retain a part of him that only i know for gods sake.

:)

ah, so this is what happiness feels like

one step forward, two steps back. I wish I hadn’t heard about everything.

you should know better

incredibly angry and disappointed in you tonight. that’s all.

oh wow rejection is brutal.

sigh

road test tomorrow woo! nerves are building already lol.

give a little time to me, we’ll burn this out

There are a lot of things I want to share with you, to better our relationship before I leave, but I realize that I make our friendship out to be much closer than it actually is. I wish you would just open up to me more about your personal issues, so I wouldn’t feel like this was just a one-sided friendship. I want to know more about you, know what your thoughts are, probe your mind, get a feel for your ideas. Ideally, i’d like to tell you everything I’d tell my best friends, be there for you when you’re having a bad day, but I don’t know if you’d appreciate that. So I won’t.

drowning in work & at a loss for ideas

wtf is this shit i thought i was in college already gahhhh why do i still have to work so hard

also losing inspiration for outfits :( and senior superlatives are coming up…

fack.

can’t get enough

I need him to stay up with me. I need him to stay up and talk the night away with me because it’s never enough for just those few hours until 10.

feels unreal

OFFICIALLY A TUFTS JUMBO YAYAYAYAY!!